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First Transmission

by Maxwell's Complex

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“First Transmission” © 2010 C. Rose we who kneel at the edge of nowhere opposite sides the same great divide pray soon we will spark the contact a future is near waiting to hear what we've made ____________________ switch one frequency for another look to the sky await the reply sound closing the space between us i'm holding you tight we're crossing the ocean tonight. ______________________ transmission first transmission it moves across the sea and air it finds you there transmision first transmission it's crossing over earth and sea to you from me _______________________ we finally break the silence something is there a-wing is the prayer ________________________ transmission first transmission it moves across the sea and air it finds you there transmision first transmission it's crossing over earth and sea to you from me _________________________ once we were lost now we are found [freed by sound] ________________________ transmission first transmission it moves across the sea and air it finds you there transmision first transmission it's crossing over earth and sea to you from me (beautiful machine)
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“Messages” © 2010 C. Rose is it a language that you speak or do you just pretend? for I don't always understand the messages you send. _____ i can always hear your words but I don't know what you say it is alien to me. will I crack the code today? i am starting to believe the solution has to lie in a knowledge unreceived or just locked inside my mind. _____ is it a language that you speak or do you just pretend? for I don't always understand the messages you send. _____ this behavior that you seek is remaining undefined as I lose the will to speak. is the problem yours or mine? how can I decipher these messages you send to me? when you seem to change the code the passage, and the frequency. without telling me… _____ while I think I know the plan and I've memorized the rules i cannot apologize for a cypher built by fools.
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“Looking Glass” © 2010 C. Rose you’ve been walking through fields of gray alone wondering where the air has gone. it has been at least one hundred years that you have lived inside the fear lost and suffocating. seems like another life ago that you tripped and fell down the rabbit hole. battling demons from your past now you found your way back to the looking glass. step through, and everything is waiting. you have looked into the dragon’s eye through with finding places you can hide. we’ve been sending messages inside. telegraph your morse code in reply and i feel the wires shaking. you can live outside the fear. believe. But I can’t be the first one here to breathe. a heart can beat inside of there. you must only taste the air to mend a soul in disrepair and need. seems like another life ago (i can hear you) that you were tripped and fell down the rabbit hole (i have seen you) conquering demons from your past (and i know you) finally found your way back to the looking glass. step through, and everything is changing.
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Birmingham 05:26
“Birmingham” © 2010 C. Rose on the road to Birmingham you held my hand telling me that we were more than friends questioning the truth about my innocence the night was black and cold but you were warm. something in the darkness of that lonesome car a kiss I think we finally understood a dream I thought that I had learned to live without but that was long ago, so long ago. _____ pray these roads never take us home for the stars to burn until we’re far away from all we know may this night never break for dawn we have come too far to surrender our tomorrow. _____ all the way to Birmingham you held my hand telling me that we were more than friends testing every truth about our innocence the night was black and cold but you were warm. _____ pray these roads never take us home for the stars to burn until we’re far away from all we known may this night never break for dawn we have come too far to surrender our tomorrow. _____ near Birmingham you held my hand and turned away the car was fast, the alcohol was slow and the words intoxicated finally came without the insecurity of shame. _____ pray these roads never take us home for the stars to burn until we’re far away from all we know may this night never break for dawn we have come too far to surrender our tomorrow we have come too far
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"She is Beautiful" © 2010 C. Rose on this evening there is cause to celebrate as the body joins the soul nothing's broken no one here needs to be saved a funeral without mourning without pain burning pieces another life, another name another spark to rise and feed the flame __________________ she is beautiful tonight ___________________ such a plain and ordinary boy you could have made suffocating who you are touch the mirror trace the lines perfect the shades infinitely nearer now to god burning pieces another life, another name here in ashes ever lies the shame __________________ she is beautiful tonight she is beautiful in shadows and in the light she is beautiful tonight
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“Absolute Zero” © 2010 C. Rose stop talking stop moving it's perfect just the way we are this moment this instant to think that we have come this far ______________ the logic should dictate the quest for true stability is fragile if not futile we need only fear the entropy ________________ so can we just go to ground now at absolute zero freeze this moment in time at absolute zero. _______________ the science is faulty it can't preserve the symmetry in digital or analog even with eidetic memory __________________ can we go to ground at absolute zero freeze us both in time at absolute zero _________________ stop talking stop moving it's perfect just the way we are how can i just absorb this knowing every ending has a start __________________ can we go to ground at absolute zero holding sight and sound at absolute zero freeze us both in time at absolute zero everything is fine at absolute zero
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Houses 03:58
“Houses” © 2010 C. Rose the walk to your house from mine is quick but it is very cold and fingertips will sometimes break and bleed the walk to your house from mine is brief but it is tiring the echoes of their words inside my head threaten to deafen me at your door step I will wait for your room to light inside your house my frozen ears will thaw and burn the walk to your house from mine is quick but it is very cold and fingertips will sometimes break and bleed once winter takes its hold on your door step I will wait for your room to light inside your house their wicked world will cease to turn here in your home I will forget the apathy I fight and in your room this frozen heart will thaw and burn the walk from your house to mine is long and full of suffering and I can feel the deathly breeze of dawn tearing through everything. back at your door step I will wait for your room to light inside your house their wicked world will cease to turn here in your home I will forget the apathy I fight and in your room this frozen heart will thaw and burn now I am home.
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“Lost Satellite” © 2010 C. Rose so this is how you stop the world from turning even for an hour anything to stop the hurting in the absence of our words does the prayer remain unheard ever caught between the earth and sky a lost satellite so this is where you find the safety from the thoughts you cannot bear where everything can disappear in the absence of the light everything will be alright living here between the earth and sky lost satellite you will find a receiver lost satellite you know I'm a believer so this is why we've been receiving those transmissions out of time the signal's faint, but it won't die in the absence of the Word will our prayer remain unheard caught for now between the earth and sky lost satellite you will find a receiver lost satellite in the absence of the light everything will be alright living here between the earth and sky lost satellite you will find a receiver lost satellite you know I'm a believer lost satellite...
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“Messages, Pt. 2-Telemetry” © 2010 C. Rose do you study me with telemetry? because there’s no evidence that you’re seeing me. not really. you may understand the physiology. but can you see what truly lies inside of me? ________________ the contact has broken though the words remain unspoken. my persistence your resistance and a distance that is already starting to grow. _________________ do you study me with telemetry? because there’s no evidence that you’re seeing me. not really. ________________ in the program interference or maybe it’s an incoherence. not a virus or a cancer and the answer may not even lie in the words. _________________ do you study me with telemetry? (is there a secret lost within the system?) because there’s no evidence that you’re seeing me. (or is it one you choose to hide?) you seem to feel safe inside of your machine but I have found the sound it makes is deafening. __________________ do you study me with telemetry? because I feel this distance may be killing me. it’s killing me.
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“I Have Stopped” © 2010 C. Rose i have stopped going through those photographs i took of you last time that you were home you were not the only one who had a plan or a dream undone but you have left this place without a trace no promise made to write to call to never let the distance ever build a wall this wide this strong so high it obfuscates the sky now i can see new york from here but I can't feel you any nearer to me to home to the place you always said you'd live your life i have stopped listening for the telephone that never rings
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“Ghost in the Transmission” © 2010 C. Rose you said that you'd never want more than I had to give was there a miscommunication did we lose the will to live we can't go back in time or re-write history but you must know a message never sent will never be received _________ there was a weakness in the system there was a ghost in the transmission _________ we wondered what it was that we were building then (and would it last) what would I give if I could hear your voice again __________ there was a weakness in the system a ghost in the transmission a failure in the circuit that we made where was the fault in the connection the fatal contradiction the rent that caused the signal to degrade __________ an image dispossessed will haunt a silent screen the question asked, is this the story or the story in between __________ there was a weakness in the system a ghost in the transmission a failure in the circuit that we made where was the fault in the connection the fatal contradiction the rent noise that caused the signal to decay ___________ this time I hope that you can hear me i just want you near me while the ghost in the transmission starts to fade.

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released May 1, 2012

© ℗ 2012 C. Rose
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All songs written and performed by Christopher M. Rose
Additional vocals on “She is Beautiful” by Tim Fisk
Mastered by Brian Hazard at Resonance Mastering

Special Thanks To: Terri Haven, Tim Fisk, Angela DiTerlizzi, Elizabeth Wilson, Michael Kusek, and the G7.

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Electronic music progenerated from early 1980’s synth-pop examining the complexity of human communication; how we relate, connect, and manage the inevitable failures inherent in all fragile machinery.

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